Am I Happy????

What a big question!!!! I am thinking whether am satisfied with what am doing now....
Is there some longing desire inside which is not fulfilled yet.. I don't know...

Days going on. Am enjoying with whatever around me...Not finding the things which really make me excited.. I started to read lot of blogs which really inspire me to enjoy each and every small things in life.. Motivates me to keep going....

Inside me arises lot of questions which I know the answer. I pretend as if I don't know.. To maintain the balance. Now am thinking what balance am I talking about. Am I fooling around myself giving wrong excuses. I am blessed with so many things.. Why am I grumbling about what not good alone. Did I give the same level of importance what is good around me. Certainly not!! I didn't. There is so many things around to make myself happy... Am least bothered about myself thats the issue...
I am going to write one good thing that happened everyday to me here and Sorry for a person whom i would have hurt unintentionally.

It just striked me when am writing this.. Good... God is always with me..