Saturday, February 10, 2018

Back to programming....

Not fair enough to call myself a developer…  But in reality, yes, I am….

Apparently, I was caught inside the corporate political trauma, there was a considerable shift from focusing on the technology.

Back to school definitely brings me more energy. My search showed me a way that could potentially help to start my coding…
Some if it like cleverprogrammer in Youtube.. And the suggestion for the website like Hacker rank is improving or at least teaching me to code from scratch.. 
Group project is definitely a plus. Though my contribution is less, my learning is more…

Sum it up, a little step forward…

Friday, February 9, 2018

What did I noticed today?

Today I noticed that

how fresh I feel having a peaceful life..

happiness I get when I learn a new thing..

how wonderful I feel when I eat healthy..

how easy it is to talk with someone whom I thought it would be tough

how excited I am when I talk to a true friend...

how much a important to thank for the goodness around me....

Monday, February 5, 2018

Restarting... Step 1

This is the restart of my career, life.. I am struggling... yes I am struggling to pursue my higher studies and to balance rest of my life

I had a dream..
Dream to feed my brain..
Dream to be a student..
Dream to stay ahead in the race..
Dream to be a role model to my family

I started to chase the dream.. Started miserably.. Failing every step..

Wait Wait…I am not posting to murmur about my failure or struggle..

After a downcast of my first course, I am depressed, sad and with lot of fear to proceed…

However it’s not the end… The life is so beautiful that it creates a unique flow for you which will never let you down if you are firmly embracing it...

To keep me conscious, I am going to pen down the every little thing that moves me a step (may be a little step) forward…

Let's jump...

----- The biggest strength is the support I get from my husband that was unexpected considering his situation. The changeover that he has shown is tremendous. It definitely pushes me to work harder. He has taken so much work at home definitely away from me. It really eases my mental pressure and gives me a lot clearer mind. 

With this support and strength am starting my semester… 

Saturday, July 29, 2017

Kadal kadantha Naatkal Andrum Indrum....

         Andru - Vaanam eriya nodiyil irunthu neengatha aarvam
        Indru   -  Siragugal sila uthirnthu parapathu pol oru payanam

        Andru  - Ovoru nimidamum oru paadam ovoru manitharum oru nambikai
        Indru - Ovoru nimidamum oru kalakam ovoru manitharum oru bayam

        Andru - Ennai sutriyathe ennathu ulagam
        Indru  - Ennai Sutra vayapthe  ennathu ulagam

      Andru -   Parthavai anaithum alagaai thondriyathu
      Indru  -    En kanmaniyin parvayil ethayum kaana muyalvathu

      Andru -  Muthal urimai ethir kaala kanavugaluku
     Indru  -   Ennai saarnthu irukum antha kangalil ethirkaalam

     Andru - Athanai dhairiyam ethayum ethirkola
     Indru  - Athanai Nithanam ethayum kadanthu sela

   Mudivu ondrayinum pathayai nirnaipathu nam seigayin vilaivu...

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Kadantha kaala ninaivugalil indraya deepavali

I have so much to cherish when I think of Deepavali.... I am so delightful of having 20 years of pure joy in celebrating any festival!!

Celebration starts since one week.. Different kinds of sweets and snacks.. Smells all round the house. We share it before Diwali....

Day before we collect all new dresses and keep manjal on that.
Getting up early in the morning.. Just dressed in old clothes waiting for everyone to come to get dress and blessings from my ayya!!! Immediately run to change the new dress.. Showing everyone nalla iruka nalla iruka nu:) Starting together to temple..Wishing everyone... Happy deepavali!! Iniya Diwali Nalvalthukal!!!! Whatever ways we can and to how many ever people we know..  Returning home to eat the delicious breakfast..Now I feel how hard to make all this. But I never felt the tiredness in my amma and chithis face.. they were so happy to prepare all that...!!! Then comes the traditional pati mandram Solomon papaya in everyone house.. they discuss laugh talk about it with so much excitement... Such a big menu for Lunch mixed of veg and non veg.. Mutton chicken what not!!! valai elai potu!! Wow to think itself gives so much pleasure....

Main part of Diwali Crackers!!! Which we used to get from Sivakasi and distribute among ourselves..
When we were we used to watch all the tricks done by Raju Anna with Bijili vedi!! chumma athruthula....
Mornings full of sounds and night full of lights... 10000 wala is one of our trademarks in our street... May be our neighbours may wait when these people will burst 10000 wala.. Late evening we call everyone outside to see the sara vedi!!.. The noise we make superseded the crackers:) we have competitions too in our street:)  We collect all flower pots kambi mathapu changu chakaram in a box and start to keep that... You should see the happiness in our ladies because they enjoy keeping it... It lasts for more than 2 hrs... We missed to take pictures of those scenes!!! Its captured only in our minds!!!

Oops how could I forget a most waited part for us.. that's the Diwali gift from each of my uncles!. It varies from 10Rs to 100 RS. This is the pocket money for the whole year.. We buy gifts using those money!!!  We used to fight for the money given to my mother... My dad and other uncles used to get that 10 rupees bundle.
Collection will be around 250 rupees to 300 rupees. the value of that money can never match with whatever we earn now!!!..

Our day ends with full of lights in our minds!!!!

Running through the past bringing tears in my eyes!!! Thank God for giving me such a wonderful childhood...

HAPPY DIWALI!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Went back to age below 3!!!

What a great weekend..Enjoyed being a kid...
How fast they forget their hurt and get back to their game...
I dont want to come back.. குழந்தையும் தெய்வமும் குணத்தால் ஒன்று...
I was enjoying every moment of it... 4 days old baby!!!.. she makes everyone at home happy and joyful with her presence... saw the Jealousy of a kid :) there is so much thirst for affection in it.. Nothing else... Where ever i went i like how the kids welcomed me with so much excitement... I am more excited.. Don't want to get that to get over soon... :(

All 3 are still in my eyes.... They spread happiness with their smile & tears. They taught me how to forget whats not needed and how to remember that touched your heart.....

Being with kid also means being a kid... :)

I am also going to try to blog on seven days of positivity which I saw from Preeti. Thinking on which day to start..:)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

To write a blog

I am reading so many blogs to understand how to write a blog.. From that i got to understand few things..(Learnt from other blogger)

1... Initiate ourselves to write

2.... Be aware/ conscious on whats happening around and within you.. I just leave every little thing around me without noticing it.. Need to create that awareness..

3... dont hesitate on what ever you need to express. This is my space and I can scribble my thoughts

4... Enjoy your own writings as you do while reading others.

5... If you want to write it down anything that struck you, immediately do it. Dont think on topics everyday and finally end up without one.

6... Language is seriously issue with me for writing. But I am ok now to pen down in a simple way...positive about it...

I just wrote it for me to remember and not let me down at any time...